“You are really a kid at heart, and you love riding your bike, playing video games, and goofing off with your friends. The serious issues of the world aren’t even on your radar. You just want to have fun and not get picked on! You are a healthy, happy kid with the world at your fingertips. Keep your positive, youthful attitude as long as you can!”
I do feel like a kid at heart, what I want to do is have fun and I basically have no radar to the serious issues of the world…But as days pass I feel that obligations and responsibilities chasing me are quickly catching up. The grasp of reality slowly suffocates the “positive, youthful attitude” that is left in me. As more days go by, more “adult stuffs” there is to take on. I know I have to face them sooner or later but I always choose the latter part, because as I go on forward, the harder this life gets.
Deep in my heart I just wanna escape adulthood and run back to childhood. A time when life was full of hope and dreams, not anxiety and failures. I wanna go back to being innocent and care free. When the only pain I know is the wounds on my knees and not wounds in my heart. When the monsters I have to face are just imaginary monsters under my bed and not the monsters real people are, of which the worse is within me. I want to go back in time when I can still hold my mother’s hand and feel secure and not feel alone in every struggle I have to overcome. I want those times when everyday was full of laughter and not of sigh. I want those times when I was I’m always eager to see what’s coming next not dreading what tomorrow will bring. I want those nights when I sleep with a smile on my face and not tears on my eyes. I want those times when life seems to a bright morning and not the darkest evening.
January 26, 2013
Mom and Dad’s 25th Wedding Anniversary Thanksgiving Celebration
(photo credits to Tito Tudy, Reeva and Avi)
Day 153 - January 25, 2013
Tea and Sweets with Oli
Day 152 - January 24, 2012
Pasalubong : Kanelbullar and chokladbollar
Day 151 - January 23, 2013
Afternoon shopping at Emporia and China Box for dinner
Day 150 - January 22, 2013
New courses
BLT015 - Unit operations in the biotech and food technology
KETN01 - Process SImulation
Day 149 - January 21, 2012
It’s a new semester at Kemicentrum
Day 148 - January 20, 2013
Sunday Breakfast - Filipino style with Kim, Bell and kuya Tony
Day 147 - January 19, 2013
Sushi Night- with Kim and Bell
Day 146 - January 18, 2013
Wakame Salad
Day 145 - January 17, 2013
Oslo Day 3
Day 144 - January 16, 2013
Oslo Day 2
Day 143 - January 15, 2013
Oslo Day 1
Day 142 - January 14, 2013
Lunch at Graffiti Cafe
Day 141 - January 13,2013
Skype with Mami
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