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I’m screwed…
Not only am I failing my year, I’m failing life itself…
I know there’s only me to blame, sad things is…I’m all alone in this shit. No one to encourage me, to push me to work harder and better and no one to pick me up when I hit rock bottom.
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3 Doors Down - Here Without You
- Link from the inside out
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International Love - Chris Brown ft Pitbull
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Find me on my knees - Kari Jobe
Troubles chasing me again,
Breaking down my best defence,
I’m looking, God, I’m looking for you
Weary just won’t let me rest and fear is filling up my head.
I’m longing, God I’m longing for you
But I will find you in the place I’m in, find you when I’m at my end,
Find you when there’s nothing left of me to offer you except for brokenness.
You lift me up, you’ll never leave me thirsty,
When I am weak, when I am lost and searching
I’ll find you on my knees.
So what if sorrow shakes my faith,
What if heartache still remains,
I’ll trust you, my god I’ll trust you.
‘Cause You are faithful and
I will find you in the place I’m in, find you when I’m at my end,
Find you when there’s nothing left of me to offer you except for brokenness.
You lift me up, you’ll never leave me thirsty,
When I am weak, when I am lost and searching
I’ll find you on my knees, my knees.
When my hope is gone, when the fear is strong
When the pain is real, when it’s hard to heal
When my faith is shaken and my heart is broken and my joy is stolen, God I know that
You lift me up, you’ll never leave me thirsty,
Find you in the place I’m in, find you when I’m at my end,
Find you when there’s nothing left of me to offer you except for brokenness.
You lift me up, you’ll never leave me thirsty,
When I am weak, when I am lost and searching
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New Look - April 28, 2012
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Happiness is a choice…
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Starbucks Addiction - April 22, 2012
Reading up while on my way to Antwerp. And name on my cup Marinette xD
nobody gets my name right, Oh well xD
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April 14, 2012 - Starbucks with Mom
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Cute little cousins <3
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Girls just wanna have fun!
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Damn, I need a drink…
And here I am again, at the spot where a thousand thoughts buzzing in brain just makes me wanna go get a drink just to drown everything off… but then again I’m all words -_-“.
I always say that to my self, but I just never get the drink. Thing is, when I feel I need a drink I’d know there’s too much thinking I need to do and too much work to be done. In the back of my head I’d be thinking I have no time to get drunk.
The frustration leads me to thinking “Ghadd, what the hell am I doing”. Sometimes I just feel like everything is just pointless yet I keep doing the same routine. I feel like in a trance of “in-between”. I wanna work hard and pass my year but at the same time I just wanna take a break , be merry, have fun and live life a little.
I really envy those who can mix having fun and working hard. Even those who made a choice, either work hard or have fun. I really wish I could do both or even be able to make a choice. But instead I end up doing none of the above, I’m just wasting time doing absolutely nothing but waste time I don’t even joy.
And now I’m back to where this started: I need a drink.
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April 7, 2012 - the cousins
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Milka Orea - Kuya Dj’s pasalubong
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March 31, 2012 -Clau’s 22nd Birthday Celebration
The day I reconnected with Highschool friends Andrea and Claudia.
The night I met Jose. Another short episode is made.
